New beginnings while giving back

Life has just been on a happy kick. Maybe because I'm done learning for a month and a half, and my only worries the past few days have been to make sure I check in on the blog world every once in a while. Besides that I've been seeing friends, family, and staying in bed with my one true love, netflix.

Today is where things get a whole lotta different. Well, at least I hope not drastically. Don't miss me too much. But if you do, feel free to write and/or send gifts to my home address.
My dad doesn't understand why everyday there is a new package with my name on it. Keep 'em comin.

I start my first retail job in about 45 minutes. *gulp*. I've never done retail before. Previous jobs have just been chasing and reprimanding kids to listen to me although I look their size and height. I'm also not allowed to wear jeans, only nice outfits. It's winter. I don't do "nice". So with that, here's to more instagrams of my cute stylish outfits.

And less time dedicated to blogging. I don't have a set schedule since it's a month long break before school starts and all I have to worry about is working and blogging. If I lack posts, just remember to stalk the crap out of me on my twitter. I'll be sure to report new tinder dudes (hopefully we can soon say bye bye to this...we'll see....), new shopping finds, and how much I love my blog friends.

In addition to all of this goodie goodness, I *fingers crossed* got a co-'advisor' position for my high school youth group, since I'll be home all next semester. A thing to know about me is that when I was going through the lows of my roller coaster ride of high school, I always had my youth group to fall back on. I drove all my anger and frustration into passion and hard word for my positions on board to inspire others. At the end of my time in my youth group, aka near graduation, I was ready to peace the eff out. But being an alumnus and looking back, I wish I was still involved.

I couldn't be more thrilled to help give back to what has shaped me into the person I am today. 100 freakin percent. Since my freshman year, I've been dying to help staff like my blog friend (AND REAL LIFE FRIEND), Jenny has.

There is nothing better than the feeling of knowing you are able to give back.

In the words of a sixth grader on instant messenger: "XO BBL. LYLAS TEXT THE CELLI <3".

september: 12vs13

You've thought back to a year ago at a certain point and all you can think is "Well yikes, a lot has changed!" 

Thats me right now. 

Experience my life through pictures and maybe learn a little.

Wifed up vs Single girl swag. Remember that charming face? Yeah, I miss it too. (Oops. I'm awkward). But last year at this time I would have never imagined to be wearing wide open back shirts and living the single girl life. I do miss having a cuddle buddy, someone to visit and look forward to seeing, and not having to deal with creepos. (Read: Tall McSillypants)

Blonde vs Brunette: Which do you like better?! Everyone at my school now tells me they cannot imagine me as a blonde. I've also gotten told that I look more like a 'wild girl' with blonde hair. Compliment or not? Yeaaaaa no clue either. It probably doesn't even help that I've gained a few pounds shout out to beer. Not. (Note: I have been going to the gym though! Promise!)

Pageant girl diet vs Really Hungry Rachel. Let me clarify, that picture is me. All dolled up. I was getting ready for an awesome weekend all last september by watching what I ate and being active as much as a can. This september, I'm enjoying my pumkin spice lattes early. Hashtag YES!

Soccer vs Football. My school last year didn't have a football team (boo, small schools) so we would go cheer on our friends at their intramural soccer games. This year, we wake up early just to tailgate. And not stay at the game for more than 20 minutes because we stink that much.

GDI vs AXiD. Last year I did not do greek life, but knew I was always meant to be a sorority girl. Not too long ago I became a new member of Alpha Xi Delta and I couldn't be happier! Anyone want to get matching bloggie friend letters!? Maybe kidding. Except I'm excited to spend ALL my money on sorority stuff! 

You better be enjoying your pumpkin flavored items for me!

Measure a year.

Nah, sorry this isn't a post about Rent, although I do love some La Vie Boheme.

I'm talking about my life in the past year. A lot has changed. And I mean, a lot. Read on, you'll see!
First off, I graduated high school a year ago today.

1.B and I have grown so much closer, since last end of June we were still in the one month phase.

2. I lost my best friend, due to a falling out. It was tough since we did everything together but life goes on.

3. I realized who my true friends are, behind everything.

4. I pursued my dreams and applied to participate in Miss New Jersey Teen USA pageant.

5. Hair color. From blonde to light brown to brownish red (what I'm stuck with now). I vow to not dye my hair for the rest of the summer. (I hope)

The only thing the same? Still jobless.