Word Vom (Like Cady Herron)

I don't think I've showed up here in about what feels like an eternity. I've spent endless nights the past few weeks (between anxiety attacks and playing with my dog) with blog post ideas floating through my head but pretty much whenever getting on my computer I've been avoiding it. Like an awkward encounter with an ex (which I didn't have to experience at all this summer #hooray).  The only thing that I can do right now is update you on my life, since sometimes my instagram does not do the justice. Also lists are fabulous so happy tuesday and wordvom day to you (and me, of course).


1. I really can't stop listening to this song. I was introduced to it a few weeks back when I met a friends friends and we were watching music videos at like 1AM. The video is pretty trippy and you need to watch it a few times to understand it completely unless someone tells you about it initially.

2. I moved back to a (new) school. I keep some parts of my life pretty private (i'm sketchy...barely any of my friends knew I was going)! My apartment has NO AIR CONDITIONING and its about 90 fricken degrees so I'm currently camped out in the library until my next class. Also I have my own kitchen and its great because we have cold beer easily accessible but I'm too lazy to cook so I really can't see how much else this is benefiting me. Lean Cuisine til ya die.

3. I've been so upset about leaving my pup. Talk about dog mom issues. Whenever we FaceTime (which has been often since my 48+ ish hours of leaving home) I cry. Because quite frankly, I have a soul. No, it is not filled with dust.

4. I really like stupid sentimental moments. This morning in my first class (cue the real throw up because 8AMs) my professor was asking us questions because of course we started learning the first day I'm a junior in college we don't mess around. I am the person in classes that likes to avoid speaking but I'm taking all courses related to my major and I actually raised my hand voluntarily. It actually made my heart and mind feel with nervous and kickass tears because I was like well shit I know my stuff and this is what I want to do with the rest of my life. It's a research class and she said next week were reading about blogging/bloggers. So hey, homegirl, you can count me in. A+ all the way (I hope).

5. Sidenote: tinder-ing here will probably be interesting and very unfortunately UNavoidable.

6. I really miss my dog(?) Yea thats not even a question. It's okay because I'll be home (involuntarily...well I'm actually volunteering ha ha) so I can cuddle him all day then. For now, I'll just be counting down the days. #anxietanxietyanxiety.

7. Ever since rebranding I've lost much readership. I realized my dreams of wanting to be a fashion blogger were pretty much shit and there was no way in hell I could keep up with that. I actually like writing (or being behind a camera waaaay more) that figuring out how to pose and what outfits to wear. But yea, rebranding? Didn't help me. I lost daily readers (not sure why). I got rid of my separate twitter account, and also a bad case of no motivation and possible writers block syndrome? If you have any advice please direct it this way. much needed.


This is the artsiest picture my living room will get. #CollegeGirlsLoveTapestries.

I'll see ya when I see ya.